I hear God speak to me

I had several times heard people testify that they heard the voice of God say if God loves them, and it touched and changed their lives. 
And then I asked the Lord, I want to be like them. 
I want my own self to hear God's voice talk like that to me, rather than through the prophecies of others. 
I really missed to hear Him speak of how He loves me. 

Guess what ... Happened? 
Mmm ... No. 
In fact I didn’t hear anything. Hehehe ... 

But you know what?
After so long, maybe it took years, nowadays, I feel the Lord answers what I requested. 
Sometimes I feel in my heart, the Lord had several times talk to me. 

When I see my life, I feel that I was really ugly ... 
In my heart I heard the Lord say, "Maybe you think you're ugly, but I want to change your life. Because I do love you and care about you. And I have the capability to do so. Rejoice in Me, child. With Love, your Dad, Almighty God. " 

And some weeks ago in worship feast, the day David, Jojo and Moses’s brother, shared. 
He shared that people are extraordinary in God, were just rubbish. 
I suddenly remembered a few years ago, when I actually already knew the Lord, but I lived apart from Him. 
I struggle as I sin, I already lived again like my old man. 
Even I had the worst night of my life. 
Suddenly I felt something inside of me, like God say that God still see me precious, even at the worst times. 
Although I lived dirty, for Him, in the view of Him, I remain precious. 

Confessions of God touched my heart ... 
I know that He really loves me with His everlasting love that never changes all the time. 
His love is still the same, from thousand years ago until forever. 

GBU